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Moving Forward #Courage

Jaismin Morris



I'm starting this blog with the intentions of tracking my healing journey, and the obvious-and not so obvious lessons as I self-reflect through this blog. I'm trembling, and my heart is racing as I type, me in my head, "Breath breath, inhale-exhale". After a 2-minute break.

Hey again, so my day, I did something I've been putting off since my daughter passed and that was calling a lawyer to see about any civil rights violations that took place that night. Long story short, I ended up in a police cruiser (not by choice) as I watch my daughter be driven away in the ambulance. I couldn't help but watch the clock, 11:57pm they decided to just drive me to the hospital to meet my daughter by ambulance. I walked into an empty room with just chairs, my oldest daughter escorted me in, they all knew by then, I was the one sitting in cruiser for over an hour. Is that short enough? So today me making a phone call, doing something I knew I was going to do, but didn't have the strength or clarity to do, I did. I finished up my morning with a meeting with my mentor, Ms. Dowdy, then my therapist. Along the way I came up with the Foundation's core values, Courage, Clarity and Capable. In this moment I am relieved and balanced. It also helps that the baby is gone for the day (just being realistic). I also lost my business phone moving around all morning, but that's materialistic and gives me a reason to leave the house again. And that's the balance part lol until next time.

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Lynnette Murray
Lynnette Murray
May 01, 2024

🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

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